This past few days have been a little rough. I decided to make a list of a bunch of things that annoyed me or inconvenienced me in some way as a way to try to shake off these bad vibes:
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Was told I was getting a ride home, didn’t get the ride home
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After being told I wasn’t getting a ride, I got lost for over an hour on the bus
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My phone got wet, couldn’t use it for three days
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Had to cut broccoli in my hand, sliced my thumb
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My micro USB cable broke out of nowhere
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Bought American candy- it was all expired
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Tries to get some sleep, host sister yells at 5AM waking the entire house
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Wants to take shower in morning, after 30 seconds, water gets ice cold
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Was waiting for the bus, another bus that wasn’t my bus blocked me, missed my bus
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WhatsApp stops sending notifications, has 10 unread messages from supervisor about week’s plans that require a reply
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Went to work thinking I was on time, apparently was over an hour late for a meeting downtown
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Had to take taxi downtown, all money spilled out in taxi
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Had to follow around a Peace Corps Volunteer for 3 hours and do nothing as she conducted her survey for Peace Corps project
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Peace Corps volunteer chooses to do survey in afternoon, pouring rain the entire time
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Peace Corps volunteer felt bad for wasting my time, bought me colada morada and spilled colada morada on my sweater
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Peace Corps volunteer wants to talk me to bus stop, stops to say hello to some people and I miss two buses
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Waits 15 minutes in the cold rain for next bus
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Loses one of two black pens
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Tries to feed stray dog, it runs away
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Apprenticeship is on third week without power
Now I realize some of these were completely out of my control- and some could have been avoided completely if I was more conscious. And I wasn’t trying to complain and have a pity party. The point is it’s really hard to thrive somewhere where all you do is focus on the negatives, so I’m trying my best to recognize things aren’t all right but they aren’t all wrong either. When you’re 3,000 miles away from home and the best people in your life, it’s really hard to not think the grass is greener somewhere else.